Last week was not quite good for me plus the whole week was a disaster...
Found out co idola macan kampus finally jalan ama si geblek... Biarpun gak pegi b-2an still... mreka pegi titik. Masih ada ketidakjelasan, soalnya si co idola ngomong ke gue, jumat pas libur itu si geblek nelp n ngajak jalan. Sementara dari informan gue yg disuru menggali dr si geblek, si geblek bilang co idola yg udah dr pagi sibuk telp2 nanya jadi mo jalan gak buat bayar kalah taruhan...
Critanya co idola ngajak geblek tarohan kalo nilai ujian trakhir geblek pasti lebih gede.. Hmm... apapun yg tjadi it will end up with co idola jalan ama geblek, nevertheless siapapun yg menang... Damn!! He's good...
Feeling gue sih bilang kayaknya co idola yg boong. Trus trang gue sebel abis denger crita itu. Apalagi trakhir2 co idola sring gak masuk, trus sok kayak ktimpa masalah besar gitu... Sampe mau ngerjain tugas bareng aja ribet banget...
Untuk menghibur hati yg sedih, gue end up with shopping. Udah ke Zara yang di Plaza Indonesia? Duh, serasa surga dunia.. Tp lantaran buru2 gue cuman beli 1 celana doang. Abis itu gue masi beli 2 selop. trus hari berikutnya gue ke PS n belanja lagi.
Ternyata sengsara blun brahir, bok.. I found the fact that the guy I have feelings for quite sometime...mmmm how am I going to say this..
I have a very close friend.. a girl.. For quite sometime I have already disturbed by the fact that we have same interest to one particular guy. Although none of us are available, n there is nothing could happened, still I don't like the way she is pretending.. the way she keeps on denying...
Biarpun gue tau kalo sebenernya mereka sering telp2an, email2an, etc.. I meant it's like that there is no other people in the world n they are using the "L" world... What the f***!!!
That day I spent more time in Zara.. Bought more clothes.. As if in those clothes I could confide all my sorrow... Why should I end up with this feeling??
Later that night, I was sitting there in front of my TV & watching one of the Rockstar INXS finalist, Suzie, singing "I can't make you love me if you don't.." and could not help and admitted that I was sad..
