When I think about it, everytime I have feelings for anyone I always have a kind of themesong that will remind me of that particular person everytime I listened to that song.  I lost count after sometime, since there are a lot of them... haha... this fling that fling, here, there, everywhere. I remember I used to have a list of names I have feelings for.  That's probably when I was in junior or high school.  I stopped when it reached hundreds :)) Too much too deal with, while I like everything to be simple, yet I always end up with more mess.. what an irony...

For instance, if I listened Daniel's Beddingfield's - If you're not the one, it remind me of a colleague of mine. Quite handsome, though loosing some pounds will be great for him.  I know that my feelings for him aren't real - like to any other guys, except my significant other half - yet, there are times when I could not stop listening to that song and kept on thinking about him.  And if I have to think about it now, why? what's the point?  Excatly! There's no point at all.

Level 42's To Be with You Again... this song reminds me of my senior in high school.  I never saw him again after he graduated and it was driving me nuts! He studied in a university in Malang, sent a letter once and nothing afterwards.  Actually, I was never really over him until I was graduated and studied in Bandung.  After about 13 years, I saw him again at Mangga 2 with his wife!! And it was nothing... I did not recognize any quality which made me fall for him years ago.  Or maybe I just grew wiser after those years...