Kenapa harus sedih ya.. kenapa harus haru biru sendu.. gak jelas..

I know since the very beginning, I didn't expect anything from this. It supposed to be hit n run. It supposed to be only for fun, my consolation from the unsuccessful night before. A remedy for already a broken heart for falling in love with somebody else's lover. And since what happened was really terrific, I thought I hit the jackpot n just glad that I met him.

But now..?? I am not sure anymore..

Why do I feel disturbed? Why do I feel sad..? Is it my heart that aching..or is it my ego that bruised?